it was yesterday night when the phone that i am using for or exact to mean im borrowing for been got by my brotther..i know it was not my right to control what he wants especially in his things, it was very big despondent to me that time...and on it, i was ralking to my boyfriend, i even tell that anytime the phone will be return to its true owner,,,and that's it, on the middle of our talk, my brother came around to my room and got his phone...i was crying that time,, because i need to talk to him just this day, before i became offline for i do not know how many days or weeks...*sigh* .1230am when i went to my brother's bedroom and got his phone just to have chance..i just want to talk to him thge whole night,,,

i was crying that time because i dont want to be away from him

i have many options and choices in my mind due to the repairing of my phone right away..

im hoping i will have a new phone

huhuhu


*holding on hope*

hmmm

here now.. my mother caught me that i was using my brother's old phone...she;s questioning me why am i using it instead of mine...i could not answer it, sweats down on my legs as i was going to admit it a while ago...

i admit that my 2 phones are now unrepaired,,,im still waiting for june 16 so that i could save money for the repair of those things..what a deep sigh...

but i don't want to escape it anyway, i need to face it,,right now,, i need guidance and cooperation from others...