thought from the reminisce that i have watched from the twilight 2

as i reminisce every single moment

as i have completely watched the movie twilight 2, and wholly understood all of its sequences.. i have concluded a thought in my mind whenever edward spoke to bella about his true intentions and also love for her although he did a wrong way that had hurt her, he still needed her because he cannot live without bella in his life and will do anything just to protect her even though she is human and he is vampire.

in its sequel, i saw how edward fought for his love for bella and asked her to marry him.. in this point, i couldn't help myself to remember all of the things that related to me in this movie. whenever i watch this movie, it made me think that i was with my ex jan before. and now, because of my unavailability, i chose to watch it all by myself in just internet in this link watch-movies.net where we can watch movies for free online without downloading it.

as im gone through with this movie, all of its kisses, romantic hugs and stuffs made me think that i am also longing for that. but there's a true time for that. still, i remember ex jan..how could i forget such thing like him...wherever i go, a thought of him makes me back at a previous time. then when i remember it, i just stopped myself longer it before i back into my normal condition. i still remember him.

but i accepted the things now and its alright for me to face it but sometimes even though i have my life, i know there is something missing in my life...i know i need a man but im holding on to the verse that God has given to me "it's not important for a man to be alone, we must have a helper suitable with him" so i know God has a real plan for me who's that man that i will have my eternity to and will rescue me once again.. i know that will take me too long but im trusting God completely that all of the things happened for a reason..

i know He has a promise for me so I will hold on it forever....
i know im not alone so im holding on to what He has said to me because i know it is true and alive
and i know He is always there for me through my struggles, happiness and sadness

someday when God had given me that right man that will cross my path and help me to rise again, it will be a man of God who will love and accept me for who and what i am

i still remember everything but i know God chosen me a right partner in a right time so i have to wait for it until it comes coz i know everything resulted from a plan

i still remember everything and anything but i have to let go from it..everything happens for a reason and that reason is undefinable because we live in this world accompanied with temporary things and it's in Him we find our solutions and the clue to answer it behind the mysteries and faults upcomingly.

"the right man that will be with you is a right man that will take you to the altar in front of the Lord, infront of every people"

as i begin with this

as i begin with this

one early morning, i got woke up by my mom just to clean our shop.i have a feeling of unexplained confusion like the things happened earlier morning when i found out that the guy whom i desired because of his likeable skills and the way he act that caught my attention has a status of in a relationship. i was so shocked by that situation and then i found out that there were some comments that his cousins put on his page.

i was just wondering if i admit that i like him, is there any changes would be appear? i just don't want to express it publicly anyway because of some sort of things because we're living in the same campuses and one subject that was previous semester of my year 4th.

hoping i could give many chances to express it to him anyway, but it just happened on this time, i will just welcome it and accept the fact that he will be just a friend for me

>> i like you mr. likeable hoping you could know more about this<<

survey of mine done at 6:50pm read it freely hehee :)

1. Who is your bestfriend?
-God, khristine hehe
2. Who do you call whenever you need
someone to talk to?
-xa..
3. Who is the last person you hugged?
- sheng singson
4. Who was the last person that kissed
you?
- allan?
5. Who last told you they loved you?
-xa din
6. Who do you wish to be with right
now?
-it should be where: in cebu pacific
7. Who makes you the happiest in life
right now?
-God, and friends
8. Who is the first person that pops
in your mind when you wake up, and the
last person in your mind before you go
to bed?
-hmm private x
9. Who was the Last person you
screamed at?
-my mom?
10. Who was last to make you cry?
-jan lester lo but its okay and alright i already accepted it hehe friendship peace :) hehe
WHAT'S

1. What is your Name?
-reinzsin joy
2. What are your favorite colors?
-white and yellow
3. What is your favorite number?
-18
4. What is your favorite sexual
position?
-bkt my gnyan?lolz
5. What is the last thing you said?
-haha
6. What is your favorite alcoholic
drink?
-redhorse,wine,san mig
7. What is your favorite holiday of
the year?
-new year because of fireworks haha yahoo
8. What is your favorite food?
-anything that is sweet :P
9. What are you wearing?
-blouse and skirt
10. What time is it?
-6:44pm
WHEN'S

1. When was the last time you cried?
-earlier afternoon
2. When was the last time you laughed?
-this moment with andi haha
3. When was the last time you had sex?
-duh
4. When will you go party again?
-if i feel good
5. When will you go to bed tonight?
-later early morning haha
6. When will you chill with your
friends again?
-this coming monday at nov 16th
7. When will you get married?
-soon
8. WHen will you have kids?
-malay
9. When will you shower again?
-l8r
10. When did you wake up today?
-9am exact
WHERE'S

1. Where do you live?
-caloocan city
2. Where was you born?
-sta mesa manila
3. Where is youR phonE?
-at my bro's room
4. Where do you want to be at?
-i should be talking with him friendly haha but much more is i should be in cebu pacific taking my ojt
5. Where is your favorite place to
have sex?
-????
6. Where is fav CD?
-i dont have a cd haha
7. Where are your kids at?
-wala pa
8. Where is your BF/GF/Hubby/Wife at?
-i dont have a bf but its okay and alright hehe i already accpeted those things hihi friend friend :P
9. Where is the nearest store from
your house?
-arleen's store
10. Where is the oddest place you've
slept at?
-in my province?
WHY'S

1. Why are you doing this survey?
-la lng
2. Why do you get on the internet?
-trip lng
3. Why do you have a MySpace?
-trip ln
4. Why are you Single/Taken?
-single hehe :D
5. Why do you like to party?
-to have a bonding time with my friends :P
6. Why do you likE sex?
-nyahaha
7. Why do you love your partner?
-gnun tlg
8. Why do you live where you do?
-huh? again?
9. Why do you do surveys?
-la lng
10. Why are you leaving?
-to finish my requiremnts in cebu pacific

the thing between single and being in a relationship matter

the thing between single and being in a relationship matter

all of us destined to have a partner in our lives. when God created His first man, Adam, He was so happy to gave Him more of his needs until all of a sudden, Adam became sad that made God noticed his mood and feelings so He asked him what's the matter then he said He is plenty with all of the riches and bounties like food, air and everything but it made him feel uncomplete so God decided to created a woman and that name was Eve so that Adam could have a companion in a Garden of Eden and never to be alone.

the main purpose of being in that matter is not what depends in a status of each living person but what matters most in their life that makes them more prioritize of. neither of them is perfect because it says "Neither is "better". Both are perfectly ok. Nothing is wrong with either state in life. The only thing that would potentially make one state "better" than the other would be if the person is unhappy being in that state, for whatever reason - then the other state is "better", for that person."

the only thing that we should ask is what purpose that is lost in your life that make you feel restless in this world? ..is that refers in social companionship or something that your yourself should be more of. whatever things we have in this world is not the satisfaction that we should be guarantee. man could never be satisfied with a same man because he cannot give everything that the man needs of only God can give all of the Blessings and satisfaction here in this earth. since our first birth, He already knew what will be happen to us and also to our future. you don't have to search for anything to complete you. Search with Him then you will know the answer that querries inside of you specifically.