Saturday, November 28, 2009

thought from the reminisce that i have watched from the twilight 2

as i reminisce every single moment

as i have completely watched the movie twilight 2, and wholly understoo
d all of its sequences.. i have concluded a thought in my mind whenever edward spoke to bella about his true intentions and also love for her although he did a wrong way that had hurt her, he still needed her because he cannot live without bella in his life and will do anything just to protect her even though she is human and he is vampire.

in its sequel, i saw how edward fought for his love for bella and asked her to marry him.. in this point, i couldn't help myself to remember all of the things that related to me in this movie. whenever i watch this movie, it made me think that i was with my ex jan before. and now, because of my unavailability, i chose to watch it all by myself in just internet in this link watch-movies.net where we can watch movies for free online without downloading it.

as im gone through with this movie, all of its kisses, romantic hugs and stuffs made me think that i am also longing for that. but there's a true time for that. still, i remember ex jan..how could i forget such thing like him...wherever i go, a thought of him makes me back at a previous time. then when i remember it, i just stopped myself longer it before i back into my normal condition. i still remember him.

but i accepted the things now and its alright for me to face it but sometimes even though i have my life, i know there is something missing in my life...i know i need a man but im holding on to the verse that God has given to me "it's not important for a man to be alone, we must have a helper suitable with him" so i know God has a real plan for me who's that man that i will have my eternity to and will rescue me once again.. i know that will take me too long but im trusting God completely that all of the things happened for a reason..

i know He has a promise for me so I will hold on it forever....
i know im not alone so im holding on to what He has said to me because i know it is true and alive
and i know He is always there for me through my struggles, happiness and sadness

someday when God had given me that right man that will cross my path and help me to rise again, it will be a man of God who will love and accept me for who and what i am

i still remember everything but i know God chosen me a right partner in a right time so i have to wait for it until it comes coz i know everything resulted from a plan

i still remember everything and anything but i have to let go from it..everything happens for a reason and that reason is undefinable because we live in this world accompanied with temporary things and it's in Him we find our solutions and the clue to answer it behind the mysteries and faults upcomingly.

"the right man that will be with you is a right man that will take you to the altar in front of the Lord, infront of every people"

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